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[13 Jun 2010|09:16pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Name: Amanda
Age: 16
Height: 5'3
Lowest weight: 99 pounds (almost perfect at the time)
Current Weight: 117.8 lbs :(
Highest Weight: 123 lbs (gross i know)
Goal Weight: first it was 98 but now it's 80 lbs
BMI: 19 ( I think)
Why you joined this community: I'm anorexic and am relapsing and need to talk to people who understand the strong desire to be thin.
Your role model: Miranda Kerr and other victoria's secret angels models
A Photo (if possible): maybe later once im thin

Craving Perfection

[23 Apr 2008|02:29pm]

[ mood | anxious ]

 Name: Kelly
Age: 19
Height: 5'7"
Current Weight: 125
Highest Weight: about 130..ugh
Lowest weight: 110
Goal Weight: First 115, then 110 then 102
BMI: 19.6 (gross)
Why you joined this community: I feel digusting. I've always been 115 or less, and I want to be tiny, pure and fragile again,
but I crave the support of others who feel what I feel.
Your role model: My friend Katya. I met her in the hospital while she was being treated for anorexia, and she was so beautiful.
A Photo (if possible): My face blurred and looked weird, but I like how thin and delicate it looks. I was posing in my boyfriends apartment.

Craving Perfection

[16 Oct 2006|04:41am]

Name: Kathe
Age: 16
Height: 5' 7 1/3"
Lowest weight: 114
Current Weight: 128
Highest Weight: 130
Goal Weight: 110
Why you joined this community: I like meeting new people
Your role model: bony pink
A Photo (if possible):maybe later, after I reach my goal weight
Craving Perfection

[15 Jul 2006|08:26pm]

Craving Perfection

[07 Apr 2006|09:03am]

hey everyone!

im kinda bored so i made a poll im gonna crosspost into different communities:

Eating Disorder poll

What eating disorder to you have

Anorexia nervosa
Bulimia nervosa
Chewing and spitting
Orthorexia nervosa
Binge eating disorder
Night-eating syndrome
Anorexia athletica (compulsive exercising)

  Current Results

Craving Perfection

[05 Feb 2006|04:32pm]

Name: Mella
Age: 15
Height: 5' 8"
Current Weight: 117
Highest Weight: 130
Goal Weight: 112 (by saturday, don't think its possible)
BMI: 17.8
Why you joined this community: it looked like a decent community and i'd love to make new friends!
Your role model: don't have one
A Photo (if possible): umm...maybe a bit later, when i reach my goal weight
Craving Perfection

[03 Apr 2005|10:18pm]


Name: Carina
Age: 15
Height: 162cm
Current Weight: 42kgs (92.4lbs)
Highest Weight: 60 kgs (132lbs)
Goal Weight: 38kgs or less (83.6lbs or less)
BMI: 16 (? I think)
Why you joined this community: I've had anorexia for 3 years and i've never had somewhere to go to talk about it. My friends know about it, but avoid the topic and feel uncomfortable talking about it. Being around a supportive group of people, I feel will help me recover.
Your role model: Kate Moss, Mary-Kate
A Photo (if possible): None at present. I should have them up in a day or two though.

*I do not think i'm fat. People think that because I have an eating disorder, I starve myself because I think I am fat- this is not correct. I want to recover but it's very difficult*

Sorry if this is supposed to be behind a cut. If it is, tell me and i'll edit.

Craving Perfection

[25 Mar 2005|06:11pm]
Current Weight:127
Highest Weight:136
Goal Weight:72
Why you joined this community: i would like to find some people to add, that have similarities
Your role model: Gemma Ward,Bony Pink.
A Photo (if possible):Ill have pictures pretty soon,If accepted ill post some.

Craving Perfection

[10 Jan 2005|08:12pm]

the diet drink (protein) i was speaking of is called SLIMSTYLES. The taste isn't great, so be forewarned, but it definitely fills you up - an alternative to stomach stapling.
Craving Perfection

[09 Jan 2005|04:33pm]

t I hate weekends in the sense that they always force me to be around food more, and thus, eat more.
At least during school hours, I can busy myself with things and other people, and not have to think about food 24-7. I can also go to the gym.

Well, I've recently picked up this new meal replacement drink that's high in protein, low in cals, and has this interesting protein called PGX or something, which when added to water absorbs 500x its own weight. That means, you get really fucking full. An alternative to stomach stapling. It doesn't taste like heaven, but that's alright; otherwise, I'd get fat on health drinks, hah.

How're you guys doing? I hope no one's been plateauing. This week I hope I can get back into the same thing. 500 cals/day, 3 hours of gym a week, 1.5 hours of dance, and no white bread or refined sugar.

I hate the fact that you have to think about food so much in order not to eat it. I need to become natural at this. At thin.
Craving Perfection

[05 Dec 2004|09:20pm]
[ mood | touched ]

i love the display on this journal, every single picture on here is so beautiful. i'm fasting until i'm forced to eat. i'm going to maky my mum regret throwing my scales away. best wishes to you all, xoxo.

Craving Perfection

intro [05 Dec 2004|02:20am]

Name: Chloe`
Age: 27
Height: 5'7"
Current Weight: 130
Highest Weight:145
Goal Weight:110
BMI: 20
Why you joined this community: i need support because i have relapsed after a year and a half of recovery
Your role model: none
A Photo (if possible):
Craving Perfection

[03 Dec 2004|12:54pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Ugghhhhh periods sucks, being bloated suck, having to change your tampon every 30 minutes, coz you bleeding like someone stuck a knife in your vagina sucks, gaining 5 lbs from being on your period sucks, having major cramps that permit you from standing up, I mean I can't even move without wincing in pain. this all suuuuuucks!!! Fasting today again, forgot to weigh myself last night at my g-mas, so you wont know my weight till next tuesday, hopefully my period will be gone, and a couple extra lbs will be gone from all this fasting I'm doing. I also got the pilates dvd, which I love, I did it last night, And I'm doing it again tonight and tommorow and so on! I love it!! Well I'm gonna go!

[1]wasting away\\Craving Perfection

[03 Dec 2004|10:01am]
I'm so depressed that I'm having the easiest time I've ever had fasting. I have no desire to eat at all..I haven't for two days. I want to sit and watch my body swallow itself. AND LOVE IT.

Craving Perfection

[02 Dec 2004|08:20am]

a great feeling is when someone says something that they think might be triggering, but you don't find it triggering because you're much smaller than them.

::dances around::
[1]wasting away\\Craving Perfection

[30 Nov 2004|08:20pm]
[ mood | scared ]

Hello everyone i hope you are all doing well. i just have a quick question, my mum is making me go to the doctor because i haven't had my period in over 3 months and i've been really short of breath and i was wondering what you guys think will happen. my bmi is 16.9, do you think he'll weigh me and what will happen if he thinks i'm too underweight? i'm really worried, i can't think of anything more humiliating than having to go for weekly weigh ins and there is no way i am putting on weight for any reason so this has the potential to cause big problems doesn't it?
thanks in advance for your help, take care and goodluck to you all.

[2]wasting away\\Craving Perfection

First Entry [28 Nov 2004|11:51pm]

Age: 16
Height: 5'6
Current Weight: 126
Highest Weight: 130
Lowest Weight: 111
Goal Weight: 100
BMI: 20.3 :(
Why you joined this community: Support, empathy and motivation
Craving Perfection

[24 Nov 2004|11:53pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

You know what sucks? We're all stressing over tomorrow being Thanksgiving..when really it's not as bad as xmas. The whole next month is going to be filled with candies and all sorts of shit, not to mention the cowing out that'll be going on on the actually day. It's so freaking depressing!!


Craving Perfection

[24 Nov 2004|02:39pm]

ok that picture on the top left on this page (to the left) in red is like my ultimate thinspiration. THAT is like THE perfect stomach..omg. anywho, bad day. meh. hope u guys are doing good love ya all <333
[3]wasting away\\Craving Perfection

[24 Nov 2004|02:32pm]

[ mood | content ]

so far today:

1 slice of toast: 74 calories.
3 cookies: 200 calories.
3 strawberries: 11 calories.
3 pistaccios: 9 calories.
1 cup of tea: 0 calories.
1 tomato soup: 190 calories.

total: 483

i hate winter time, we break loads and loads of fresh bread & we bake cookies and pies and such. i don't really like pie. but i like chocolate chip cookies & i love fresh bread as toast. so delicious.

i'm going to buy more of these soup-at-hand things. i forgot how much i loved them & i never realized how much they fill me up and that their calorie count is okay. i was munching too much because i felt really hungry.

i'm feeling dizzy.
my mom saw my caffine pills & i really need one. hmm.

my mom bought some sushi for me to eat tonight. i'm vegetarian and we serve ham the night before thanksgiving. i'm also having sushi for thanksgiving. hoorah!

[2]wasting away\\Craving Perfection

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